Titolo: Escape in you
Autore: Rachel Schurig
Genere: New adult contemporaneo
Trama: Jet Taylor is the quintessential bad boy. A womanizer. A fighter. Dangerous. The type of guy most girls do their best to avoid. But Zoe Janes is no saint herself. In fact, she sees in Jet the perfect opportunity to distract herself from her responsibilities at home and the mistakes that keep her trapped there. He’s gorgeous, likes to party, and is clearly only interested in having fun—just like Zoe. But the more time they spend together the harder it is to stick to her “fun only” mantra. Jet is getting under her skin, making her believe things could actually be different. She knows they’re both trapped by the sins of their past but Jet is starting to make her think freedom might actually be possible. And that makes him the most dangerous boy of all.
Trama: Jet Taylor is the quintessential bad boy. A womanizer. A fighter. Dangerous. The type of guy most girls do their best to avoid. But Zoe Janes is no saint herself. In fact, she sees in Jet the perfect opportunity to distract herself from her responsibilities at home and the mistakes that keep her trapped there. He’s gorgeous, likes to party, and is clearly only interested in having fun—just like Zoe. But the more time they spend together the harder it is to stick to her “fun only” mantra. Jet is getting under her skin, making her believe things could actually be different. She knows they’re both trapped by the sins of their past but Jet is starting to make her think freedom might actually be possible. And that makes him the most dangerous boy of all.
Rachel Schurig lives in the metro Detroit area with her dog, Lucy. She loves to watch reality TV and she reads as many books as she can get her hands on. In her spare time, Rachel decorates cakes. Her THREE GIRLS series is available now from Amazon!
The guy in black has joined me on the
couch and is almost touching me, he’s sitting so close. The tangle of tattoos
on his arms distracts me for a moment before I get my first good look at his
face.
I draw in a sharp breath—I can’t help
it. I’m staring at the most beautiful man I have ever seen. He has longish
brown hair liberally sprinkled with natural gold highlights, and it’s all in a
pleasing, tousled mess. I wonder what it would feel like to run my fingers
through that hair, to mess it up even further. It looks soft. He has strikingly
dark brown eyes framed with the thickest eyelashes I’ve ever seen on a guy. His
eyes seem to flash with some kind of dark amusement, and my heart beats faster.
A muscle pulses in his jaw when he swallows—God, I love a guy with a strong
jawline—and I want to place my lips there, right at that pulse, and kiss him.
“You okay, Zoe?” he asks, and there’s
that amusement in his eyes again.
“How’d you know my name?” I ask, and I’m
pleased that my voice is steady. There’s no sense in letting him know just how
much I like what I see—though I’m afraid he somehow knows exactly what I’ve
been thinking. Something in the way he’s looking at me makes me blush. And I
never blush.
“I make it a point to find out information
that might be of interest to me.”
His voice is low and raspy and touches
something deep within my core, but I force out a laugh.
“Does that kind of line usually work for
you?”
He shrugs, grinning. “To be honest,
yeah. It does.”
My laugh is sincere this time. “Well, at
least you are honest.”
He leans back into the couch, stretching
his arm across the back of the cushion so that it just grazes my shoulder. I
shiver a little and hope he doesn’t notice. A quick glance around tells me we
shouldn’t be interrupted. Hunter appears to have moved off while I was
distracted by the sex god—I’m pretty sure I can make out his voice across the
room, urging someone else to come down and feel the carpet. Ellie has dozed
off. I’m not surprised—that’s her usual reaction to pot and one of the reasons
I don’t often join in when she partakes. I don’t come to parties to sleep.
I smile at the sex god. Flirting with
hot guys, on the other hand, is one of the best reasons to come to a party.
“I’m at a bit of a disadvantage here.” I
inch my knee closer to his.
“How so?”
“You know my name, and I don’t know
yours.”
He holds my gaze for a minute, and my
heart thumps. “Maybe I’d rather be a man of mystery.”
I wrinkle my nose. “Seriously, dude. You
have to stop with the lines. It’s just not doing it for me.”
He leans in, and his face is inches from
mine. “What would do it for you?”
“An actual conversation.” I refuse to
fall under his spell. But there’s something dangerous about this guy, something
that makes me want to abandon sense and close the gap that separates us.
He watches my face for a minute before
his eyebrows come together in an expression I can’t quite read. “I don’t do so
good with conversations.”
“Why’s that?”
He surprises me by pausing before he
answers, as if he’s actually thinking about it. “I just think it’s easier not
to talk, for the most part. People usually just tell you what you want to hear
anyway. What’s the point?”
God, wasn’t that the truth. “Yeah,” I
say. “I get that.”
We’re both quiet for a minute, but it
isn’t necessarily an uncomfortable silence. It feels natural, easy, to just sit
here with him while the party carries on around us.
“I know what you’re thinking,” he says.
“I doubt that.” How could he know that
I’m considering dropping the whole talking thing and just making out with him
for a while? No way anything more serious is going to happen. I don’t date, not
anymore—it’s too complicated. And I have a feeling a guy like this isn’t
really the dating type—just like me.
Making out is simple enough though. And
not a bad way to spend a few hazy, vodka-fueled hours at a party. Particularly
when the guy looks as good as this one does. I lean in a little, allowing the
side of my breast to brush up against his arm. “Maybe you were right,” I murmur
and bat my eyes at him. “Maybe it is easier not to talk.”
He looks down at me, his lips parting
slightly. I’m close enough now that I could easily reach up and trail my tongue
across those lips or along that impressive jawline. But his next words stop me
cold.
“I don’t know, Zoe. You’ve intrigued me
with this conversation idea. I’m thinking it might do it for me too.”
I purse my lips, surprised. I was sure
he’d jump at the chance to avoid talking.
“So.” He leans back again and gives me a
lazy smile. “What should we talk about?”
“We could start with your name.” I’m
debating whether I should just get up and leave him here. My friend Everett is
across the room, talking to a guy I know a little through Hunter. Surely they’d
be more appropriate company.
“Do you want my real name, or my fake
name?” He winks.
I narrow my eyes, not really in the mood
for cute. “What do you think?”
“Well, you see, the thing is that most
people don’t call me by my real name. In fact, most people don’t even know my
real name. So if I give you that, it’s kind of saying something, you know? It
takes us past the point of general acquaintances at a party. It makes us
something more.” He waggles his eyebrows at me.
I’m not sure whether I’m annoyed or
intrigued by this. I thought I wanted to flirt with him, but this feels too
much like a game. Or your impression of him is just colored because now you
know he probably has money.
“Let’s start with your fake name,” I
say, deciding to play along. “Maybe we can work up to your real name. I’m not
sure I’m ready for that level of commitment just yet.”
He nods. “Fair enough. Everyone calls me
Jet.”
He shakes his head. “Nope. Jet is really
my nickname.”
“Why?”
He furrows his brow. “You know, it’s
been so long I’m not really sure. Everyone has called me Jet ever since like,
Little League. Something to do with my base running skills. Oh, and the fact
that my initials are J.E.T.” At my skeptical look he cocks his head. “What? You
don’t like it?”
“Not particularly.”
He throws his head back and laughs. “Oh,
Zoe, this is fun.”
“What is?” I ask, feeling defensive.
“Talking to a girl who has no desire to
please me. It’s refreshing.”
“You’re pretty damn full of yourself.”
He points at me. “See? That’s exactly
what I mean. You couldn’t give a shit about what I think, could you?”
“I don’t see why I would.”
His face darkens. “I don’t see why you
would either. Why anyone would.” He inhales sharply, sounding almost pained.
“Yet, somehow, they do. Or, at least, the ladies do.”
I don’t like that look. It makes me feel
sad, which is just ridiculous, since I barely know him and what I do know I’m
not even sure I like. I try to lighten the mood by shoving his shoulder. “Oh,
yeah, I’m so sure you’re complaining about all the women who are just dying to please
you.”
He shoots me that same amused grin. “Are
you volunteering?”
“Not even remotely, buddy.”
“It’s Jet,” he says.
I shake my head. “I’m sorry, but I
refuse to call you that.”
“Well, now we’re at an impasse. You
refuse to call me by my nickname yet you’re not ready for my real name either.
The only other option is for you to make up your own name for me. Either way,
it implies a certain level of intimacy, don’t you think?”
“I don’t know you well enough to give
you a nickname.” I think for a moment. “Unless you like the sound of Cocky
Ass.”
He pretends to think about that. “No, I
don’t think so.”
“Well, then. I guess we are at an
impasse.” I’m actually starting to enjoy myself. He may be cocky, but it’s been
ages since I’ve actually flirted with a guy like this. When I hook up at
parties the talking phase doesn’t usually last this long.
“I think I have a solution,” he says,
holding up a finger in triumph. “Taylor!”
“Why would I call you Taylor?”
“Because it’s my last name.”
It’s my turn to laugh. “Okay. Taylor it
is.”
He holds out his hand to shake mine. His
skin is warm against my palm, his grip firm. I have a sudden urge to feel his
hand curled around the back of my neck, and I release his fingers before my
palm starts to sweat.
“So, Zoe,” Taylor says, his gaze
flicking down to my legs before meeting my eyes once more. “What’s your story?”
“My story?”
He nods. “Yeah. What do you do? Who do
you know? What do you like? Your story.”
If only my story really were that
simple—a collection of answers to meaningless questions. I look down at my
hands. A weight fills my stomach as I consider how I would answer if I
could be honest. If I could actually tell him—or anyone—my real story.
“You okay?”
I look up and realize he’s watching my
face closely. I force a smile and nod. “Maybe too much vodka.” I hold up
the bottle, glad for the excuse. From the look on his face I’m not sure he
bought it, so I hurry to answer his original question. “I’m a student at MCC.”
I peek at him from the corner of my eye for any reaction to the name of the
local community college. If he grew up in this neighborhood I’ll bet he’s one
of the kids who goes to an actual university.
When he only nods, I go on. “I’m not
working right now, so I’m taking classes all summer.” I leave out the reason
for my unemployment. I can imagine how he’d react to that—talk about putting a
damper on our flirting.
“What are you studying at MCC?”
More details I don’t want to get into.
“This was my first year. I haven’t really decided on a major yet.”
He looks concerned. “How old are you?”
“Twenty-one.” I blush again. I’m too
exposed to this guy. I don’t want him asking questions about why I waited so
long to enroll in classes. But his face relaxes.
“Good. When you said it was your first
year I was worried you were a teenager for a minute there.”
“Why would it matter if I was a
teenager?” I ask, a flirtatious note in my voice. He only grins at me, a purely
wicked grin, and my face grows hotter.
“What about you?” I ask, embarrassed by
my reaction. “What’s your story?”
“I work at the body shop in town. We
mostly do repairs, but sometimes we get some refurbs to do, which is what I
really prefer.”
That isn’t the answer I expected.
“School?”
He shakes his head. “Never really saw
the point.”
“So you live here all year?” It doesn’t
make sense. Why hadn’t I ever come across him if he wasn’t away at school all
year?
“All four miserable seasons.”
“They’re not all miserable. Spring is
nice.”
“Whatever. Spring lasts about two
minutes. It goes from cold as hell to hot as balls around here.”
I have to laugh at that. “I was just
thinking that tonight. That spring went way too fast.” I pause. “I wasn’t ready
for summer.”
“Me either,” he says, his voice soft. I
look over at him. He’s staring at the ground. He looks about a million miles
away. I wonder what it is about summer that he doesn’t like, but I don’t press.
I know what it feels like to dread something as inevitable as the change of
season.
“Can I have a sip of that?” Taylor
points at the bottle in my hand. I’d almost forgotten it was there. I take a
swig before passing it to him, wiping my mouth on the back of my arm as the
warmth fills my belly.
“Impressive,” Taylor says, nodding at me
as he takes the bottle and follows suit. “You didn’t even grimace.”
I shrug. “I like vodka.”
“Okay, so I know you like vodka and
picking fights with girls at parties. What else makes you tick?”
“I didn’t pick that fight!” I say, my
voice a little too loud. “That bitch got mouthy with Ellie.”
“And that’s a mistake, huh?”
“You have no idea.”
“You’re not like most of the girls I
know,” he says and nods down at Ellie to include her in his assessment.
“What does that mean?”
“Well, most girls don’t chug vodka
straight from the bottle. And most girls don’t actually get in fights at kegs.
When a girl says she’s going to kick someone’s ass, I can pretty much always
assume she’s full of shit.”
“Ellie and I don’t mess around with
stuff like that. We’ve had to stand up for ourselves way too often for it to be
a joke. When Ellie threatens someone, she means it.”
“You too?”
I nod. “Though I don’t feel the need to
threaten quite as often as she does.” I meet his eyes. “But when I say
something, I mean it.”
“I’ll keep that in mind.” His voice is a
soft rasp that makes the hair on the backs of my arms stand up. I stare at his
lips, wishing I could kiss him. Why had I been so stupid and told him I prefer
conversation to cheesy lines? I could be making out with this hottie right now
if I had kept my mouth shut and laughed at his little jokes like any other
girl.
“How long have you guys known each
other?” he asks.
It takes me a second to come back to the
conversation. “Ellie? We’ve been tight for a few years now. I guess we started
hanging out when we were seventeen.” I manage to keep my voice casual, as
if that year, and the circumstances surrounding our becoming friends, hadn’t
been any big deal. “What about you? You said you grew up with Preston? Are you
guys tight?”
He lifts one shoulder. “Not
particularly. I mean, I guess we were. But we don’t have a lot in common anymore.”
That’s a little cryptic. Does that mean
he doesn’t live in one of these huge mansions on this side of town? Or is it
simply that he stayed home and got a job while Preston went off to school?
“He’s not a bad guy, though,” Taylor
says. “His parents travel a lot, so he throws a ton of parties in the summer.”
“Maybe I’ll see you at another one of
them.”
He’s quiet for a moment as he holds my
gaze. “I hope I see you regardless.”
His tone makes my stomach flip and all
in a rush I’m frightened. Am I getting in too far here? Flirting at a party is
one thing, making plans to see each other after tonight is another. To my great
relief, Ellie chooses that moment to wake up fully.
She moans as she sits up. “Ugh, I have a
headache. Zoe, you weren’t supposed to let me mix beer and pot. You know this.”
“I warned you,” I say. “You told me to
fuck off.”
She laughs weakly, rubbing her head.
“That does sound like something I’d say.” She pulls her phone from her pocket
and starts to type. “Let’s find Hunter. I’m in need of sustenance. I want
pancakes.”
“Mmm, pancakes,” Hunter says, as he
walks up behind her. “I’m in.”
Ellie holds up her phone. “I was just
texting you.”
He taps his forehead. “I could sense
that my presence was desired.”
I look over at Taylor. “I guess we’re
leaving.” Somehow I’m both disappointed and relieved.
“I guess so.”
I know it’s better to leave before I
start getting any weird ideas about seeing him again, but I still feel a sense
of letdown. I’ll never get to find out what it’s like to kiss that gorgeous
mouth. To trail my tongue across that jaw…
As I start to stand, Taylor grabs my
hand. “I’ll be seeing you, Zoe. That’s a promise.”
I look down at him, not knowing what to
say. I should discourage him, tell him I’m not interested. But I just can’t do
it. “We’ll see,” I murmur, then turn to help hoist Ellie into a standing
position.
“Let’s find Everett,” Hunter says. “He’s
the DD tonight. Why’s it so dark down here?” He looks around the room. “Hey,
Everett!” he shouts. “I want pancakes!”
Everett’s laugh sounds from across the
room, and we head off in that direction. I refuse to turn around to take a last
look at Taylor. Even though we aren’t heading home yet, leaving the party takes
me one step closer to my real life.
And there is no place for anything as beautiful
as Jet Taylor in my real life.
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